This non existent blogging of mine, why cant I find the time or enthusiasm to write and post here? Well I finally have the answer! I need to journal here for me, if Dylan wants to add anything great, if not that's fine too! This is now a journal of sorts, for ME and for her when she finds time/desire...I had this epiphany moments after feeling my newest little bug move or rather; pop.pop.pop inside me! I went to grab a pen and journal and realized I dont feel as connected to that form of communication anymore...I mourned the loss and moved on, I can surely print and paste to my journal anything I want from here in the future. Back to my pop.pop.pop! What a gift that was, lying on my right side in bed hand on newly emerging tummy listening to Quincy talk about his upcoming (and first, yay!) marathon and there it was, a familiar but distant sensation. Could it be? Yes it could and it is! Tonight is a full moon, I am almost 16 weeks the timing makes sense for a second time mama, but I have been so caught up in fear(will I lose this baby too?) so the pop.pop.pop came as such a surprise and relief! Yay for feeling you my sweet tiny little bug, mama loves you so much...keep on popping and growing!
